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  • For myself, I sometimes still slip into it when I’m in a place where my anxiety is heightened. I was told I have “borderline DID” (disassociative identity disorder) stemming from PTSD, and that causes these kinds of “defenses” to pop up. Stress can absolutely trigger something like that.

    It could very well be a brain injury, an autism quirk, or something else. Sounds like it’s nothing to be concerned about, but I agree that it can be confusing or jarring!

    As for her aggressive behavior, definitely talk to your superior about it. Regardless of her issue(s), a coworker should not be so hostile towards anyone.



  • To be fair, I’m not at all offended by your desires! I understand that some folks have desires that are not necessarily rooted to reality. A fantasy, and that’s perfectly fine. Of course no one wants PTSD.

    I think my concerns lie in that disconnect, though. Someone fantasizing about a threesome, meeting a historical figure, or a positive experience is something I’d understand. A desire to experience a tragedy? It’s a bit alarming. Even knowing that you’re just curious about the factual experience, the disassociation from the reality of human suffering paired with the events may cause a pause.

    If you’re questioning yourself about your desires or people close to you have expressed concern over these thoughts, I’d say go to a professional and talk to someone. Otherwise, research into it. Explore these events, read,watch documentaries, interviews, and things like that.

    The human mind is a weird thing. Not inherently bad– just weird. And it’s okay to explore that and think about things sometimes.


  • I am a sufferer of PTSD from various horrific traumas.

    In short: yes. It’s weird. You should talk to a professional about it.

    If I could take away these debilitating, paralyzing memories and responses my body has formed due to trauma, I would. It prevents me from living a normal life and I suffer from it every day. Even have a note in my charts that lets medical professionals know that my massively elevated heart rate & blood pressure are a trauma/anxiety-response, not an underlying condition.

    I guess maybe I’d view your desire as those kids on Tiktok that were mimicking/cosplaying mental illness, autism, & Tourettes syndrome, because they didn’t really understand the implications of suffering that a lot of folks who have those things go through.

    Again: I’d strongly suggest seeing a professional about this.